easy to forget "stich" as a friend
but it is really hard to forget you as the one that has got the place in my heart.
i know, it's not your fault. it's mine.
i am the one that let you went in my life
i am the one that texted you at the first place, even you always answered, never asked.
no, i am breathing right now. but i am not satisfied with it.
i survive, and i am surviving.
i will live along with just myself.
it's hard, that you're gone.
i was so stupid, not because of you
but because of me.
you have a life, but me, no.
tell me how suppose to breathe without air.
without you.
how?
i cn't be without you.
i know i am still a kid, but i want to know.
because it's hard for me to breathe, walk, and say.
there's no you.
when i walked, i didin't meet you.
when i breathed, i didin't feel satisfied with that breath
when i said, i wasn't talking with you, but with siomebody else.
"why him? i thought you like the other him."
i miss you, and going to miss you so much
and i already miss you.
i don't love you, but i like you
not as a future boyfriend or husband
but as a really great friend.
i like you as a friend, we're good friends, remember?
